urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425 daydreamer425 daydreamer425 2006-07-06T16:48:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:49602 2006-07-06T16:48:17Z 2006-07-06T16:48:17Z hey hey hey, i love all of you!!! i sprained my ankle and wont be seeing you cool cats as soon as i wanted. however sissy, i will call you later cause i want to visit you before i leave and i love all yall ttyl!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:49385 2006-05-31T14:13:02Z 2006-05-31T14:13:02Z i hate having these late watches. i get 3 hours of sleep. im so fucking tired and i can't fall asleep because i have no one here as a look out. hopefully my phone will be back on tomorrow. i need money!!! im so fucking broke.<br /><br />"I'm shipping out to Iraq in the morning. Want to come back to my place and help me grease my rifle?"<br /><br />"Do you like patriotic songs? Come out to my car with me and I'll sing you my favorite. It's called 'Yank My Doodle, It's a Dandy.' " urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:49001 2006-05-22T13:47:58Z 2006-05-22T13:47:58Z senior chiefs radio he leaves on all day All we are is sailors and all we do is drink. hooyah weekends! hooyah beer! hooyah friends and hooyah bars. Well this weekend is a little blurry. i had a great time though. <br />News in my life: I met a boy, but i am not sure if i really want to be in a relationship right now. we got orders to go to the same ship and i mean i like him but i don't know. we see each other a lot and i need my space!!!! who knows what will happen. hes so hot and he has a nice body and he's special warefare. EOD! (same training as seals).<br /><br />My roommate is getting on my nerves. she's one of those girls whos little and sickly. she lies all the fucking time and she doesnt do shit but lay in bed all day. she has no friends and never goes out. she never wants to do anything like work out with out duty section. but if you ask her, she will tell you she can do 14 one handed pull ups. shes like 4'10 125 lbs. we ran up 3 flight of stairs one day to get to our room and the bitch was out of breath. my other roommate is so loud. her music is always on and its that r and b shit i HATE!!!!!! i need my music from home. i just wish my mother would send it to me! My other roommate is alright. i can relate to her the most even though she likes my other roommates music. <br />It's monday morning and i need a beer, although after this past weekend i may slow down on the drinking, just for 1 week :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:48811 2006-05-19T17:38:48Z 2006-05-19T17:38:48Z senior chiefs radio well, here i am all by myself because the senior chiefs and warrant officer went to lunch as did the guy i work with. school isnt too bad. i got put on hold for 3 weeks because i am waiting for people to graduate because we have too many students and not enough teachers. i go back to school on the 6th of june. so im on hold and instead of letting me go back to my barracks all day i work at school. they voluntold me to be a secretary. but i dont mind cause now i dont have to stand watch or clean all day. i sit here and play on the comp and answer the phone if someone calls. oh yea i also shred paper. how fun right? the weather has been nothing but rain. its not that bad here, but i wish i had more time for me. hoorah weekends! i hate duty though, oh and i get yelled at alot here. we laugh about it all the time its for stupid shit too like hands in pocket, phone ringing at a certian time, like when im on watch! oh well im glad i joined the navy, even though the rules are stupid! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:48504 2006-05-09T22:12:29Z 2006-05-09T22:12:29Z IM FREE!!!! IM FREE!!! I FUCKING MADE IT! HOORAY!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:48322 2006-02-13T18:29:20Z 2006-02-13T18:29:20Z well good-bye to all of you. i love you all and i'll miss yins! :)<br />you guys better write and visit me!!!!<br />I love you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:47928 2006-02-08T19:42:10Z 2006-02-08T19:42:10Z well im bored, waiting for those people to stop smoking. sometimes i wonder if i ever seen my mom sober. shes always high, ahhhh!!! it bugs me. im tired of smelling that shit, all my clothes smell like it, the walls are really dirty from it and god damn why doesnt she clean????<br />is this wierd? i think my wisdom tooth is growing in, aint i alittle too old, i though they were already in there, good news, if it is coming in, its coming in perfect.<br />my mum gave me her cold, blah. oh well they're done, <br />SHOPPING!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:47706 2006-02-01T22:31:40Z 2006-02-01T22:31:40Z begging dog well my recruiter lied to me! i know big suprise right? anywho im stuck in pgh for 1 more week. i leave the 13th not the 6th. eh, im bummed but oh well more time to drink<br />! Hoo-rah!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:47502 2006-01-23T05:37:31Z 2006-01-23T05:37:31Z tv its been like 2 days without alcohol, im dying for a beer. boot camp is gonna kill me. oh well, random thoughts...<br />Downloading movies rocks!!!-my newest hobby<br />I was grossed out when mum came home with rocco and they started talking about sex, ewwww!!! although he is a nice guy and i like him. i just hope he doesnt break her heart.<br />Working out tomorrow is gonna suck. i feel like an outsider in that gym. but it motivates me to keep up and show them im not a pussy. plus its only for 1 hour and they have like 7 tv's. i'll prolly bring my cd walkman with me this time.<br />I been reading those religious books again, got me thinking about the end of the world and shit. left behind series-really good!!!<br />i think im hungry? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:47313 2006-01-20T05:54:56Z 2006-01-20T05:54:56Z imagine — A —<br />Cmdr. Joseph Acevedo, 46, Bronx, N.Y., April 13, 2003, Bahrain<br />Lt. Thomas Mullen Adams, 27, La Mesa, Calif., March 22, 2003, Over International Waters<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Matthew G. Axelson, 29, Cupertino, Calif, Remains located July 10, 2005, Afghanistan <br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Michael C. Anderson, 36, of Daytona, Fla., May 2, 2004, Iraq<br />— B —<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Howard E. Babcock IV, 33, Houston, Texas, Oct. 13, 2005, Bahrain <br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Cesar O. Baez, 37, Pomona, Calif., June 15, 2005, Iraq <br />Chief Joel Egan Baldwin, 37, Arlington, Va., Dec. 21, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer Third Class Doyle W. Bollinger, Jr., 21, Poteau, Okla., June 6, 2003, Iraq<br />Seaman Pablito Pena Briones, Jr., 22, Anaheim, Calf., Dec. 28, 2004, Iraq<br />— C, D —<br />Fireman Jakia S. Cannon, Baltimore, Md., Oct. 25, 2003, Persian Gulf<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class David A. Cedergren, South St. Paul, Minn., Sept. 11, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Regina R. Clark, 43, Centralia, Wash., June 23, 2005, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Christopher M. Dickerson, 33, Eastman, Ga, April 30, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Trace W. Dossett, 37, of Orlando, Fla., May 2, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Jason B. Dwelley, 31, Apopka, Fla., April 30, 2004, Iraq<br />— E, F —<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Alan M. Cundanga Espiritu, 28, Oxnard, Calif., Nov. 1, 2005, Iraq<br />— G —<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Ronald A. Ginther, 37, of Auburndale, Fla., May 2, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Michael J. Gray, 32, Richmond, Va., March 5, 2004, Kuwait<br />— H, J, K —<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class John D. House, 28, Ventura, Calif., Jan. 26, 2005, Iraq<br />Lt. Cmdr. Edward E. Jack, 51, Detroit, Mich., Jan. 29, 2005, aboard USS Bonhomme Richard<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Robert B. Jenkins, 35, of Stuart, Fla., May 2, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Michael Vann Johnson, Jr., 25, Little Rock, Ark., March 25, 2003, Iraq<br />Lt. Kylan A. Jones-Huffman, 31, Aptos, Calif., Aug. 21, 2003, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Brian K. Joplin, 32, Hugo, Okla., Oct. 4, 2005, Central Arabian Gulf <br />Hospitalman Aaron A. Kent, 28, Portland, Oregon, April 23, 2005, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Eric L. Knott, 21, Grand Island, Neb., Sept. 4, 2004<br />— M, P —<br />Seaman Apprentice Robert D. Macrum, 22, Sugarland, Texas, Persian Gulf (lost at sea, Sept. 12, 2005) <br />Seaman Robert N. Martens, 20, Queen Creek, Ariz., Sept. 6, 2005, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Scott R. Mchugh, 33, of Boca Raton Fla., May 2, 2004, Iraq<br />Seaman Joshua D. McIntosh, 22, Kingman, Ariz., June 26 , 2003, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Fernando A. Mendez-Aceves, 27, Mexico City, Mexico, April 6, 2004, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class David J. Moreno, 26, Gering, Neb., July 17, 2003, Iraq <br />Petty Officer 1st Class Michael J. Pernaselli, 27, of Monroe, N.Y, April 24, 2004, Northern Persian Gulf<br />— S —<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class David Sisung, 21, Phoenix, Ariz., June 6, 2003, Persian Gulf<br />— T —<br />Lt. Cmdr Keith E. Taylor, 47, Irvine, Calif., Jan. 29, 2005, Iraq<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Christopher W. Thompson, 25, N. Wilkesboro, N.C., Oct. 21, 2005, Iraq<br />— W —<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Christopher E. Watts, 28, Knoxville, Tenn., April 24, 2004, Northern Persian Gulf<br />Lt. Nathan D. White, 30, Mesa, Ariz., April 2, 2003, Iraq <br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Jeffery L. Wiener, 32, Louisville, Ky., May 7, 2005<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Julian A. Woods, Jacksonville, Fla., Nov. 10, 2004, Iraq<br />— Y —<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Travis L. Youngblood, 26, Surrency, Ga., July 21, 2005, Iraq <br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Matthew G. Axelson, 29, Cupertino, Calif., July 10, 2005, Afghanistan <br />Chief Petty Officer Matthew J. Bourgeois, 35, Tallahassee, Fla., Mar. 27, 2002, Afghanistan<br />Machinist’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Bryant L. Davis, 20, Chicago, Ill., Nov. 7, 2001, Arabian Sea<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Danny P. Dietz, 25, Littleton, Colo., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Chief Petty Officer Jacques J. Fontan, 36, New Orleans, La., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Senior Chief Petty Officer Daniel R. Healy, 36, Exeter, N.H., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Thomas C. Hull, 41, Princeton, Ill., Aug. 2, 2005, Arabian Gulf (non-combat incident) <br />Electrician’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Michael J. Jakes Jr., 20, Brooklyn, N.Y., Dec. 4, 2001, Arabian Sea<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Benjamin Johnson, 21, Rochester, N.Y., Nov. 18, 2001, Persian Gulf <br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Darrell Jones, 22, Wellston, Ohio, Oct. 8, 2003, United Arab Emirates<br />Lt. Cmdr. Erik S. Kristensen, 33, San Diego, Calif., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Jeffrey A. Lucas, 33, Corbett, Ore., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Lt. Michael M. McGreevy, Jr., 30, Portville, N.Y., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Fabricio Moreno, 26, Brooklyn, N.Y., Oct. 14, 2005, Kenya <br />Lt. Michael P. Murphy, 29, Patchogue, N.Y., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Brian J. Ouellette, 37, Needham, Mass.<br />Engineman 1st Class Vincent Parker, 38, Preston, Miss., Nov. 18, 2001, Persian Gulf<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class Eric S. Patton, 22, Boulder City, Nev., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Ensign Jerry O. Pope II, Tallahassee, Fla., Oct. 17, 2002, Yemen<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Jason Profitt, 23, Charlestown, Ind., March 17, 2003, Red Sea.<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Thomas E. Retzer, 30, San Diego, Calif., June 25, 2003, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Neil C. Roberts, 32, Woodland, Calif., March 4, 2002, Afghanistan<br />Lt. Cmdr. Thomas L. Robinson, 38, Kingston, Mass., Oct. 23, 2002, Bahrain<br />Petty Officer 2nd Class James Suh, 28, Deerfield Beach, Fla., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Cmdr Adrian B. Szwec, 43, Chicago, Ill., April 12, 2004<br />Petty Officer 1st Class David M. Tapper, 32, Camden County, N.J., Aug. 22, 2003, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 1st Class Jeffrey S. Taylor, 30, Midway, W.Va., June 28, 2005, Afghanistan<br />Petty Officer 3rd Class Emory J. Turpin, 23, of Dahlonega, Ga., Nov. 20, 2005, Seychelles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:47021 2006-01-17T20:41:51Z 2006-01-17T20:41:51Z shake that laffy taffy what if i stumble and can't make it. my only worry is failing, failing is not an option. i can't wait! i need the disipline and i need this to make me into a full woman. you know growing up i never had disipline. i can't wait to see the world and do things that many people only dream of doing in thier lifetime.<br />even though i have fucked up in the past and made some mistakes, i can't regret them or ignore them but learn from them. take them head on right? I know that i'll be back in a few years but for some reason i feel like im saying good bye forever, i don't know, my mind is going crazy im sure everyone that joined the service felt this way before they left. i'll be fine and i'll succeed! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:46724 2006-01-04T03:54:22Z 2006-01-04T03:54:22Z tv I guess i am really excited about leaving. i admit at first i was really scared but now i see that everyone i love, care about or even know will be fine without me. life is about living it to your own potential. me leaving will start new changes for everyone. changes that may need to happen. i know some people don't want to see me go but believe me, when i am gone we will both grow from the experience. My absence may be a blessing in disguise for some. besides, its not like im going away forever and i will be back, if i hate it, at the age of 25. that's still young!!!!!<br />I met a boy, yes johnny. i have to say i really like him. we get along so well. he makes me laugh :)<br />Although randomly, thoughts of shae pop up in my mind sometimes.<br />well 2morrow i have my pt test. 18 push ups, 45 sit ups and 1.5 mile in 15 min. wish me luck!<br />support our troops!!! we're fighting to keep your ass alive! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:46462 2005-12-10T02:55:57Z 2005-12-10T02:55:57Z ahh these people are crazy! and then i rrealize they are just like me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:46230 2005-11-09T19:41:00Z 2005-11-09T19:41:00Z dc talk i'd be lying if i said i wasnt scared.<br />Somtimes i wonder if i made a huge mistake.<br />Getting out now isnt an option.<br />Dont get me wrong i really want to do it and i am so proud of myself.<br />I guess i never really thought about death.<br />A lot of things are going though my mind right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:45901 2005-10-29T20:34:28Z 2005-10-29T20:34:28Z well today was moving day. mum is now moved in. i need to start dieting and exercising. i have been doing push-up and up to 4. thats good for 1 week. although i am still fat. <br /><br />current weight: 135<br />Height: 5'3<br />What i ate 2day so far:<br />6 oz yogurt-key lime pie<br />1 serving of cheez-its<br />1 serving of bbq chips<br />1 snickers bar<br />1 serving of chicken noodle soup<br />crackers <br />1 glass of fruit punch<br /><br />up to 20 pushups so far.<br /><br />My recruiter upped my leave date to 2-07-06. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:45590 2005-10-22T19:41:26Z 2005-10-22T19:41:26Z football byu vs. notre dame I joined the navy! I leave Feb. 14 2006. I joined as a machinist mate with 70% sea time. I will be stationed in chicago. I put in a request for Master of arms. I feel really proud of myself. The only hard part is getting into shape. Feb. will be here in no time.<br />Last night i went down to West Virginia to that Hanted prison. Everyone gave it good reviews but, i can't say it was great. My expectations were much greater than i experienced. The actors sucked. Fright Nights is way better :) After that we went to wheeling where we drank and lost money on the slot machines. We got hungry and went to eat n park. I must have overate cause i fell asleep on the way home. We all came back to my place and walked to a small corner bar on sarah and 15th. I think it was an underage bar cause ppl looked very young. o well, after that i drove rj home, came back an passed out. So tonight i have work and i hope its very busy. I need money so i can inspect my car. Actually money has been alright. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:45470 2005-10-06T18:17:37Z 2005-10-06T18:17:37Z crank yankers Hey fuckers! So my recruiter callls me yesterday and is like "I Can't get you into the navy until you finish this semester." All because i was stupid and dropped out of high school. STAY IN SCHOOL, it will only hurt your future! So anywho I'm bummed but hey what can you do. In this case I may not sign up for DEP. I don't know we will see how the story continues. Anywho, I think I have bigger fish to fry. Yesterday I went out shopping with my mother and she bought a picture,(It doesn't match anything in my apartment) and hangs it up in my living room, sigh, I suppose this means she moved in for good? I do like my privacy and well, i just don't have it. I think she is sleeping over my other sisters house tonight. That is good 'cept shes taking my car! I can't even go out if i wanted to! Live and learn, maybe i'll just join the marines... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:45253 2005-09-28T18:53:48Z 2005-09-28T18:53:48Z bon jovi Im not sure if i put this in here before but my boss quit. For 3 weeks now his son had been running the bar. that is good news for me cause my boss was an asshole. bob barker lookin motherfucker! Anywho tomorrow i go to Meps and hopefully finish the process. Of course i'll post fri or sat on my status. If i pass this shit im getting wasted on friday cause i deserve it. Im going shopping tonight for underwear, not that i don't have nice ones its just that the doc and other recruits will see me in them. the only thing i don't like is that there will be a woman watching me piss in a cup. Ahhkk!!! wierd! haha, maybe i should ask her to hold it for me, hahahaha, i suppose i wont increase my boobs, who knows... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:44868 2005-09-27T01:10:19Z 2005-09-27T01:10:19Z woo hoo!!!!<br />I passed er, aced! the asvab today!!! ya i go fri for the physical part, after that im in. Navy, here I come!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:44576 2005-09-20T03:58:22Z 2005-09-20T03:58:22Z n/a Hmph, well i talked to my recruiter today. 1 week @ 2pm i take the ASVAB test. hopefully this time i won't be late. I am nervous. I have been studying like crazy and i honestly think im ready. I am anxious, yet patient. I know i won't pass the physical training for at least another a month. i have to admit i havent been working out as much as i should. ive only been doing 2 times a week. plus i have been eating fast food. oh well i am in no rush cause i still have to get this damn root canal and hopefully my surgery before i leave. i only have to wait a month after surgery before i can do hard physical activity. I should know in less than 2 weeks the date. i hope soon if not i have to wait until the spring semester starts. oh well its close to 12 and i have work in the morning.<br />sis i'll scan the pics 2morrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:44411 2005-08-22T23:46:35Z 2005-08-22T23:46:35Z my mamma said they'll be days like this but oh gawd i hate when they come around. Today was a bad day. i got like 3 hours of sleep last night, work was slow and not to mention i got into a huge argument with one of the customers over religion and politics. I am so pissed. I know i may not be the best christian but don't fucken tell me i don't know anything about it. i know more than fucking alot of people. i am so angry right now. so my boss comes in during shift change and he starts to talk about my weight, saying you look good keep it up and shit and starts to ask about my sex life cause he thinks i was pregnant. which is like hello IMPOSSIBLE! oh man i need an escape, the faster i leave for the navy the better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:44199 2005-08-20T18:55:09Z 2005-08-20T18:55:09Z none i don't know!<br /><br />ewww, ok im giving up drinking or something, i really gotta cut back cause last night i shouldn't been drinving, lucky me, i didn't get pulled over. plus im hungover now and i feel like shit, my stomache hurts and my head is pounding. im getting bored with the club scene. its all the same, ugly men looking for sex, the good looking men are either on meds or are just fucking goofy. The woman there are so god damn desperate for attention they'll do anything or wear anything just for a compliment. And then there are woman who get all pissy if you step on thier shoes. Dude it aint no fucking competition. Woman, er, girls are petty. some are cool though. I aint looking for a man and if i was i sure as hell wouldn't pick him up at the bar or club.<br /><br />i was suppose to go downtown today to talk to some coast guard people but i feel like shit, he'll understand. besides i want to join the navy my mind is made up!<br /><br />Fuck this hot as weather, damn im pissed off today urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:43832 2005-08-16T07:20:27Z 2005-08-16T07:20:27Z my noisy ass 5 dollar walmart fan 1 - My uncle once: sat on me and farted<br /><br />2 - Never in my life: have never been on a plane<br /><br />3 - When I was five: i had my fist kiss in kindergarden<br /><br />4 - High School was: not really that bad, i miss it<br /><br />5 - I will never forget: my grandpap<br /><br />6 - I once met: korn and ice cube and drowning pool<br /><br />7 - There's this girl I know who: has like 2 teeth<br /><br />8 - Once, at a bar: i fell and felt really stupid<br /><br />9 - By noon, I'm usually: just about to get up<br /><br />10 - Last night: I drank at a beach bar, saw a rat and went to sonnys<br /><br />11 - If I only had: a whole hell of a lot of money<br /><br />12 - Next time I go to church: will prolly be next sun.<br /><br />13 - Terry Shiavo: is line dancing with jesus<br /><br />14 - What worries me most: failing in life<br /><br />15 - When I turn my head left: i feel my fan<br /><br />16 - When I turn my head right: i see elvis, marylin monroe and james dean on my wall<br /><br />17 - You know I'm lying when: you won't be able to tell<br /><br />18 - What I miss most about the eighties: sucking on my mummies teet, haha, j/k<br /><br />19 - If I was a character in Shakespeare: i be a ruler<br /><br />20 - By this time next year: i'll be in the navy<br /><br />21 - A better name for me would be: destiny<br /><br />22 - I have a hard time understanding: math<br /><br />23 - If I ever go back to school, I'll: i go back in 1 week<br /><br />24 - You know I like you if: i smile at you<br /><br />25 - If I ever won an award, the first person I'd thank would be: mom<br /><br />26 - Darwin, Mozart, Slim Pickens & Geraldine Ferraro: darwin was fucking crazy and mozart, a genius!<br /><br />27. Take my advice, never: cheat on the one you love<br /><br />28 - My ideal breakfast is: sausages with syrup, denny's pancakes with fruit and whip cream, potatoes, eggs with 3 kinda cheeses,bacon and juice<br />29 - A song I love, but do not own is: kenny chesney "She thinks my tractor's sexy"<br /><br />30 - If you visit my hometown, I suggest: you go toafootball game and clubbin<br /><br />31 - Tulips, character flaws, microchips & track stars: eh, wha??, wierd, and eh<br /><br />32 - Why won't people: just be happy?<br /><br />33 - If you spend the night at my house: you prolly wont eat cause i aint gots no food but you'll have beer<br /><br />34 - I'd stop my wedding for: the man i really love<br /><br />35 - The world could do without: terrorism<br /><br />36 - I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: actually eat it alive<br /><br />37 - My favorite blond(e)is: mum<br /><br />38 - Paper clips are more useful than: balls<br /><br />39 - If I do anything well, it's: manipulation<br /><br />40 - And by the way: im so tired from work, i just got off. I need to leave that damn place cause he fired me on sun said i was too fat. fuck you! you bob barker lookin motherfucker! he'll get his just wait im going to 2 places 2morrwo for interviews and what not. wish me luck. im joining the navy, i can't wait i don't think i can wait until next spring i really dont mind going to boot camp in the winter. everything has been same old same old. i just don't understand ppl. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:43770 2005-07-21T18:59:39Z 2005-07-21T18:59:39Z country today is wierd i had an awful dream that my mummy died, im really sad about it cause it felt real, and for those who know how i feel about dreams, i just started praying and reading the bible again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daydreamer425:43379 2005-07-19T19:24:53Z 2005-07-19T19:24:53Z manson today is a perfect day to be a bitch!<br />shae isnt over his ex and he tells me to have patience...fuck that shit!<br />my bank account is overdrawn cause of fucking aol, damn bastards!<br />i hate living by myself, im so fucking lonely, i hate being here!!!!<br />School withdrew me from my classes cause of the damn government and pell overpayments that i fuckin paid months ago.<br />im so confused right now, i want to join the navy but everyone says no, fuck em i might do it anyway.